Ah the endless days of studying!

It is so weird because I sat on my butt all day today staring at my computer attempting to learn some biostatistics and other evidence based medicine principles, and didn't enjoy learning the material at all, yet, despite this, I am still happy that I am doing what I am doing. Yes, studying this subject for 12 hours is synonymous with eating sand for half a day, but heck, what else would I rather be doing? Nothing. This is part of the game, I have to suck up the boring stuff so that I can get to the better stuff like studying other systems like GI or cardio. Or, even better, to get to start doing clinical work! Ah will be the day that I don't have to study all day by myself and I can go into the hospitals, see patients, and learn real medicine. This thought frequently motivates me, because one day I will be doing 'doctor-things'. Until that day comes though, I will continue to study.